Now this is a question I never ask but instead I say, what are things I wanna do for the future because of how much I learned yesterday?
Either good or bad it has made me the person I am today so….
So, why would I want to change that?
Without those experiences or innocent mistakes that I made or was born into I wouldn’t be myself today.
What has been done is now gone, so I move on to the next step, this time, even stronger.
I am very sorry I am an addict. I hate it so much. I have no veins left. They are gone. They can’t even take blood from me anymore. I wish I can take it all back. I hate myself for being a drug addict. I don’t know how to forgive myself for that. It’s impossible for me.